Monday, May 31, 2010

I always do this to myself.

Yet another assignment is due tonight and look what I'm doing...

messing around with iphoto again... haha
I've realized though, I think I'm finally finding myself again. I really thing the beginning of the year I lost myself by wanting to fit in, and now. I don't care. I'm just me now! :D
I hope anyway haha

This weekend was amazing though!!
I watched Prince of Persia with half of DAMSEL, LAKERS game at BJ's with PAZOOKIES! :D
i think i forgot to take a picture of them though... sadness right there. but they were good!
and then...
I ran into my seniors!! well 2/3s of them
Then was off to Border to study with Julie for old times sake.
cute guy alert!!! of course i was leaving at the time... boo to that. haha
no picts though...
and dad used the BBQ and we had lobster tails and steak geez it was good to be home this weekend!

Today was nice lazy day too
I pretty much just packed to go back to UCR. like i wanted to... :[ no i don't wanna go where there is stress and hw...

but hey look where i'm at...
but ended up going to eat at Tyler Mall and yay for pretzels and family time. alex got this toy cat from McD's and then when it purred, dad teased sam if it was bower. long story short, she took too long to respond and realized he was teasing her about her bowser impression when he would play Super Mario Galaxy. only sami. haha


In case you don't wanna know what everyone looks like 19 years later... haha don't look at the next pic. haha man it's been crazzy! i even spotted a difference in draco, one time he's got a mustache another day GONE! lol i've looked at too many picts...
but the kids are so cute!!! :D
but I hope at 37 I don't even up looking THAT old... ehh

I just saw this from Snitch Sneeker. Nice to know Rob Patt isn't a complete douche from the fame of being a shinning vampire! haha and yay Taylor! :D

And I can't wait for July just for this! :D
I saw this earlier today an thought it was too funny.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Friday Friday Friday

So I'm writing this when I should be finishing my creative writing 56 project that is due online in 12.5 hours now.
I'm feeling the laziness kick in oh so much!!
This weeks been up and down for me though.
Emotionally and because of my such little amount of sleep.
If you haven't heard the story, well then I guess we either

if ( have not seen each other since graduation and I miss you SO much )
need to talk soon so I can tell you all about college;
else if ( maybe I don't want to talk to you anymore )
because you killed all my trust in you;
else if (You've been hiding under a rock and still decide not to come out)
if ( you want to know && don't wanna come out )
give me your address to your hidden rock;
else if (you just don't care)
that's fine too, but I'm still ranting about it;

haha man CS is taking over my life so badd!!

But I've just been distracted by a man cleaning all of the windows in the hub...
gah whatever. I'd take a picture, but it's kinda awkward to have to hold my computer and try to take a picture of the dude cleaning the window.

But yes this weeks been kinda crazy. I loved the fact that I got to see the harry potter actors all dressed up for the epilogue and at the same time, wish I didn't see it. I'm torn by the fact I know what to expect but I'm so excited to see how this story finally ends on film. It's going to be amazing and just gives me a feeling of a child at Disneyland.
Besides that, CS is killing me, so much work and I need to finish my programing assignment this week. which then reminds me I need to turn in my lab. f my life!
I'm also been moving stuff around like crazy! I'm so ready to move out now. Just kinda done dealing with all the people in the dorms... If I learned anything from dorm life, it's WHO TO TRUST and who is actually worth my time.

I don't know but I kinda wish I did apply to more schools last year. While I love many of the people I've met here, I also feel that there are so many people here that are just too stupid for their own good. I mean there is a time for playing and having fun, but these people don't seem to do any of that. I'm not going to name names because I'm not stupid and remember that blog post from Jean and how she was talked about like crazy because of it.
I'll let them talk, whatever because I don't think of a lot of them as friends anyway ( i mean come on, none of them where there for me when I needed it the most and that's not a friend and if they were, they were doing it for information so they could "be in the know"), but I won't be giving names... that's my little secret against them... maybe I truly like you but can't get close because you're closer to them, maybe I'm just a fake nice to you, or maybe I deeply despise you yet still give you that smile as you walk by but I could also JUST deeply despise you.
that and who knows if they actually read this. even if they do, hope this gets the message across to them that hey! maybe you finally crossed someone that isn't going to go for your shit any longer and you need to grow up, get out of high school (cause I'm sorry that either high school sucked for you or you didn't have much of a life in high school that you're looking for a high school environment in college), and suck it cause I ain't your bitch no more.

Gahhh okay whatever. But I gotta say, I love creative writing just because it's actually gotten me interested in writing in this blog again and it's really been a good way to vent lately.

** to the people who did help me through EVERYTHING. You guys are truly angels in my eyes. While we all have flaws, you guys are true friends for being there for me and have taught me who my true friends really are. You guys have kept me sane, kept pushing me to move forward, and if I didn't have you and had parents that raised me to be strong, I might have been one of them girls on the news who killed themselves from bullying.
So I'm grateful that we met and you became my friend and that we talk and that I can count on you.

to end this on a good note, I haven't said this to many people but


SO excited for my friend big family vacation that wasn't just to nor cal.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Why do I always post before CS quizzes

That's an easy one, I'm avoiding my work to mess around. I think I'll go study now.
And I need to finish my Creative Writing essay tomorrow and un-sign my housing contract tomorrow. Hopefully I do both.
I know for sure housing. We'll see about Creative Writing. But I should to go show my TA once more before it's due Friday at 11pm

Riju came by Riverside today. It was fun, hanging out with Riju and Adam again. I never really think I'd say it, but life surprises me. We've all changed because of new experiences but conversations were still the same kind, they talk most of the time and I just laugh.
We headed to the UV, had dinner, and I got this guy! :D
Bandana was from battle of the halls, i slapped a fellow engineer. hehe

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I have CS quiz in less than 30 mins and I'm writing a blog!

Short and to the point though... I want summer.
But I need to get through 3 more weeks before that is even possible.
I'm ready to move on out for the summer and meet up with people to talk about college that i haven't seen since graduation. It should be exciting. I write this as I listen to Testarossa Overdrive (SebastiAn Remix) how I got this, good question i don't even know but it's good.
I need a hair cut too... :/ anyway back to CS. We're learning about recursion, calling a function in it's self until it hits a base case.

yeup fun sheit.
making a snowflake this week for the programing assignment, I'll post a picture once I finish that up.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Yes I know I'm slackin...

I've SLACKED a lot on this blog. A lot of it had to do with whatdaya know, high school kind of drama.
That and cs 12 is HELL sometimes and with a math professor that barley knows how to teach... gah. and if it's not cs12 homework, it's creative writing hw... go figure, but i'll admit i do enjoy this class a lot! :D
Housing is okay, I think I've finally come to a decision on what I'm doing for sure on housing which is good since I've been "kicked out" of my original apartment, which is part of this whole drama shite.
And because of the fun stuff lately, I've just been keeping busy trying to get my GPA up... :[ boo you freakin GPA
but must say, thank you for the music Derek. really did help I was actually afraid it was going to be like a screamo by the title though. (go ahead and look at me in shame for not knowing Primal Scream).

Now I'm just looking forward to moving out of the dorms and getting to bigger and better in my life. It really is starting to get better now that I've started to just go to class and then spend the rest of my time in my room but I do leave to go hang out with some people still, but it is just more hanging out with engineering guys and the amazing girls i met on A side! :D
That and trying to figure out new things to do with my computer... like I found ialertu for my mac and it is pretty damn cool if I do say so myself, even though it ends up making my computer like a car... haha
and this polaroid option, pretty fun shit! :D
see! it's looks like it was taken with the favorite polaroid camera. hehe

and then some of them are kinda cool cause they come out with finger prints and stuff.
but ehh, just waiting for summer now.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

My Crazy Damn Life

It's a to do list for this week, and just wanted to finally post something again.
Thursday May 6th 2010
1. QUIZ on inheritence and polymorphism
2. FIX programing assingment 4
3. go to Muzo's office hours to hopefully fix said programing assignment
4. DON'T fall asleep during Creative Writing
5. go see Math professor about midterm (hopefully...)
8. Put together Creative Writing assignments
9. Pack for home

Friday May 7th 2010
9 am. CW Discussion
12 pm. Math lecture
3 pm. HOME??
4 pm.
5 pm-9. Finish/Submit LAB 6/CODE-LAB
9pm. Finish Lab 6
11 pm sleep

Saturday May 8th 2010
9 am - 11 am CREATIVE WRITING HOMEWORK / Laundry
11 am - 11 pm PROGRAMING ASSIGNMENT numero 5

Sunday May 9th 2010
Get back to R*side early to take tour of off- campus apartments because I HAVE NO PLACE TO LIVE NEXT YEAR ANYMORE. AND I LOSE $100!! LOVELY...

Monday May 10th 2010
1. Last Payment to keep living in a dorm with some ______ people. fill in the blank and i give you a huge congrats if you get this correct
2. Put Together Creative Writing MidChapBook due on TUESDAY!!! make it pretty!

fml why does it always come down all at the same time.
and to top it all off, time of the month i'm thinking, and I want summer, and I'm ready to move out, and I think I may be failing a class this quarter... goodness. I just can't wait to get all this over with already... :/