Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

This is a hard one because there are so many many people I would love to meet.

But I think right now I really wanna meet Tom Felton.

Why you may ask now.

Well because of Twitter, I think he's pretty damn amazing.

He's got a heart of gold and even though he's a big actor now, he's still so down to earth in his twitter posts and always seems to be about the fans. and let's not forget that he sings and writes his own music, that I think is pretty damn good. Man, this boy is just amazing in my mind. He blows me away at just how he is still so down to earth and man I want a boyfriend like him lol

gahh that's what I get for following his tweets! haha

Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend

I don't really have an internet friend. Wow these last two posts are just pretty sad when you think about it.

But to any future internet friends. hello and I'm glad to have you as a friend online! :D

lame sauce I know. :/

Day 7 - Ex

to you -

thanks a lot.

jk

I don't have much for this so kind of why I sat on this for so long and I didn't want to post out of order... but here you go. I guess.

Day 6 — A stranger

To a stranger:

Hello and i have no ideas what really to write here. LAME SAUCE!

to a stranger in the world, I hope your life is well and you've been blessed with good people. If you haven't, go find them because there are so many of them out in the world.

As I think about it, when I first meet anyone, they're all strangers. Even people I've known for years can be strangers deep down.

Think about it. I mean, how much do we really know about a close friend. We're not always friends with all the same people. We don't know their habits at home, how they go about making dinner, cleaning, doing laundry. Unless we live with them and overtime, true personalities come out. True colors

I mean at school you talk to people between certain hours and to get to know them is to be with them 24/7 and even then a friend could become a stranger.

Makes me wonder who really are these people I feel like I need to keep close. But at the same time, I don't want to know everything about you there stranger. Because one if i did I'd feel like a stalker and I think some things are just ment to keep personal and be private, unless you admit it to me.

Man this can so quickly turn into a rant right about now... haha

so I'll end here and hope that you, stranger, will be someone more than that one day.

Day 5 - Your dreams

i like how this one came out. the pictures i mean...

To my dearest dreams,

Some are far some are so near I can almost get you.

but this one will be short because I don't have much to say to you other than you keep me motivated to keep going. You make me stronger when I fail at you, and I fail and many but I've always managed to find something new, something I wouldn't have gotten without my fails.

Dreams will always remain in my head, as delusional as some maybe.

and to you weird odd dreams that I end up pondering for days on end, if i can manage to remember them that long in advance, why do you come without make any sense?

Sometimes I wonder are you just fears or my crazy mind running the show again?

Day 4 - Siblings

ah, sibling day.

you two can be such a pain but at the same time life wouldn't be the same without you.

while I'd rather you guys not be there half the time. you're still family. I'm the hardest on you because I expect better from both of you. I don't want you to become someone i hate or disliked in school and hope to keep you away from these same people.

Being the oldest, I find it's more important to try to keep you from these people and keep you guys to become something great.

while I may not show it much, I love you both.

just don't be copying everything I do.

Day 3 - Parents

To my Parents:

Thank you for 19 years. 19 years that you've supported me and helped me grow.

It wasn't always fun. Many times still isn't. But thank you for it none-the-less.

You've given me things that I wanted and still do.

Thank you for helping me survive and even being someone to talk to. It's amazing how much you guys have done, how much you have given up to give me and the buggers just an amazing place to grow.

Even if you moved me around a lot, I've learned a lot - from you and from helping me each step of the way through life.

What I'm most thankful for, is that you've given me freedom that many parents don't give. The freedom to just be me, to tell you everything and pushing me forward in life in the worst of times. and that freedom hasn't only let me tell you guys more than any normal teenager would, but has made me more mature and ready for the world.

While I'm you're first and the one you're expected to mess up on, I think you guys did a pretty good job.

I love you.