Why do I always post before CS quizzes

That's an easy one, I'm avoiding my work to mess around. I think I'll go study now.

And I need to finish my Creative Writing essay tomorrow and un-sign my housing contract tomorrow. Hopefully I do both.

I know for sure housing. We'll see about Creative Writing. But I should to go show my TA once more before it's due Friday at 11pm

Riju came by Riverside today. It was fun, hanging out with Riju and Adam again. I never really think I'd say it, but life surprises me. We've all changed because of new experiences but conversations were still the same kind, they talk most of the time and I just laugh.

We headed to the UV, had dinner, and I got this guy! :D

Bandana was from battle of the halls, i slapped a fellow engineer. hehe

I have CS quiz in less than 30 mins and I'm writing a blog!

Short and to the point though... I want summer.

But I need to get through 3 more weeks before that is even possible.

I'm ready to move on out for the summer and meet up with people to talk about college that i haven't seen since graduation. It should be exciting. I write this as I listen to Testarossa Overdrive (SebastiAn Remix) how I got this, good question i don't even know but it's good.

I need a hair cut too... :/ anyway back to CS. We're learning about recursion, calling a function in it's self until it hits a base case.

yeup fun sheit.

making a snowflake this week for the programing assignment, I'll post a picture once I finish that up.

Yes I know I'm slackin...

I've SLACKED a lot on this blog. A lot of it had to do with whatdaya know, high school kind of drama.

That and cs 12 is HELL sometimes and with a math professor that barley knows how to teach... gah. and if it's not cs12 homework, it's creative writing hw... go figure, but i'll admit i do enjoy this class a lot! :D

Housing is okay, I think I've finally come to a decision on what I'm doing for sure on housing which is good since I've been "kicked out" of my original apartment, which is part of this whole drama shite.

And because of the fun stuff lately, I've just been keeping busy trying to get my GPA up... :[ boo you freakin GPA

but must say, thank you for the music Derek. really did help I was actually afraid it was going to be like a screamo by the title though. (go ahead and look at me in shame for not knowing Primal Scream).

Now I'm just looking forward to moving out of the dorms and getting to bigger and better in my life. It really is starting to get better now that I've started to just go to class and then spend the rest of my time in my room but I do leave to go hang out with some people still, but it is just more hanging out with engineering guys and the amazing girls i met on A side! :D

That and trying to figure out new things to do with my computer... like I found ialertu for my mac and it is pretty damn cool if I do say so myself, even though it ends up making my computer like a car... haha

and this polaroid option, pretty fun shit! :D

see! it's looks like it was taken with the favorite polaroid camera. hehe

and then some of them are kinda cool cause they come out with finger prints and stuff.

but ehh, just waiting for summer now.

My Crazy Damn Life

It's a to do list for this week, and just wanted to finally post something again.

Thursday May 6th 2010

1. QUIZ on inheritence and polymorphism

2. FIX programing assingment 4

3. go to Muzo's office hours to hopefully fix said programing assignment

4. DON'T fall asleep during Creative Writing

5. go see Math professor about midterm (hopefully...)

6. STUDY FOR ECON MIDTERM

7. CS SI SESSION

8. Put together Creative Writing assignments

9. Pack for home

Friday May 7th 2010

9 am. CW Discussion

10 am. STUDY FOR ECON/EAT

11 am. ECON DISCUSSION

12 pm. Math lecture

1 pm. STUDY FOR ECON

2 pm. ECON MIDTERM

3 pm. HOME??

4 pm.

5 pm-9. Finish/Submit LAB 6/CODE-LAB

9pm. Finish Lab 6

10pm CREATIVE WRITING HOMEWORK

11 pm sleep

Saturday May 8th 2010

9 am - 11 am CREATIVE WRITING HOMEWORK / Laundry

11 am - 11 pm PROGRAMING ASSIGNMENT numero 5

Sunday May 9th 2010

Get back to R*side early to take tour of off- campus apartments because I HAVE NO PLACE TO LIVE NEXT YEAR ANYMORE. AND I LOSE $100!! LOVELY...

LIKE I CAN AFFORD THAT SHIT...

Monday May 10th 2010

1. Last Payment to keep living in a dorm with some ______ people. fill in the blank and i give you a huge congrats if you get this correct

2. Put Together Creative Writing MidChapBook due on TUESDAY!!! make it pretty!

fml why does it always come down all at the same time.

and to top it all off, time of the month i'm thinking, and I want summer, and I'm ready to move out, and I think I may be failing a class this quarter... goodness. I just can't wait to get all this over with already... :/

all i wanna do is sleep, all i have to do is homework.

What I want to do is play video games and run around having a good college time, but at this moment that is not possible and I'm okay with that.

I've now missed a hike to the C and a trip to the beach and oddly I'm okay with it now because I've come to terms that I will always have to put school work before fun. And by putting school work before fun, I make most of the time I have.

I'm glad to have realized that even though I may not have many people to realize on here, I do have some amazing people in many different places that care enough about me and I care the same about them, that I don't need these people that keep me down and keep me from succeeding.

Keep Away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people do that, but the really great make you believe that you can become great.

-- Mark Twain

Thank you to the people who have believed in me and pushed me and helped me every step of my life.

Thank God for Spring Break!

It's been making me think, this spring break. for one, I'm glad I have it.

for two, I'm kind of excited to start the new quarter, cause I wanna start anew.

That and I'm thinking about taking a dance class! :]

YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAY! but it's also $25 so we'll see about that, but there are some free classes that seem like a nice time away from the hall if you know what I mean. and anyway...

I posted this on facebook a while back now, and I'm proud that I still have it up. but thought that I'd always post it on here since I've been so behind but I'm actually excited and hopefully these new things would actually be some fun.

So, if you don't know, Winter Quarter 2010 was not at all that much fun. If it wasn't homework and other work related things, it was drama and other "fun" crap I'd rather not bother to repeat, unless you want to go into details with me, send me a message and be ready to read a nice long essay. While some of it may even seem trivial, it has gotten me to rethink this whole college thing. I've realized that, like all the other times I've moved, I'm not truly myself. I think finally staying put and schooling with the same people from middle school to high school graduation helped me come out more and be more outgoing. Coming into college, I felt that I was going to be able to do the same and at this moment I feel that i've still been hiding a lot that comes out when I'm talking with people from home. So next quarter, Spring 2010, I have decided I'm going to do things a little different and actually try to enjoy college life instead of remaining cooped up and not doing anything about it. My Spring Quarter Resolutions: 1. Not let people get to me or walk all over me - I feel that I've allowed people to not just bug me, but get under my skin and cause my blood to boil. Next quarter, all the people who I have worried and gotten upset about I will no longer care as much as I do today. While this may not sound hard, but it will be for me because I like to not leave people behind or let people I care enough about to screw themselves over, but it is also time for me to begin to think about my own education first. 2. I am going to go to a party! - This I ask of anyone, get me out of the dorms and classrooms and get me to party. Get me out of doing the same thing every week, the same exact things. In high school, I already did exactly the same and I don't regret it, but I want to be able to do something else. I'm in college I need to go to at least one while I have time, and this year maybe the only year I can afford to do so. 3. I am going to a club - I've promised myself this from even before school started. I want to go to a club and have fun. I want to see what it's like and just enjoy the night for once that isn't just a movie and pjs or tv and facebook. 4. I will join a club and keep involved with it. - While I am in Katipunan and it has been fun, I want to meet new people that are also going to be focused on school and going to drive me to keep going with my goals in life. I found a group, found many different people actually, at North that would do the same for me, but I don't have my North High friends here to do the same and I need friends outside of my hall. (FOR LEILANI: SHOULD I STILL JOIN CIRCLE K?) 5. I will keep up my gpa - As much as I want to stay loose and have fun, I do need to keep my GPA up and this is to remind me to keep working hard and not slow down just because summer is on the way soon. 6. I will stay true to myself -- the geeky, nerdfighter, harry potter loving, heart-on-my-sleeve person. - This is like 5 and is something I want to make sure that I stay true to and remains the same. People tagged in this, I tag you because I trust you and I know you will guide me the right way. You guys have treated me as equals and told me when I was wrong and helped me get through all these hard times that I don't want college to change my personality. I don't mind that college may change my views on politics and different social ideas but don't let it take away the one thing I always keep hidden from many people and let me remain the friend and person you guys know I can be. If you have read this far, thank you. really the people tagged in this make my life amazing. College has not been all bad, so don't get that idea. I've enjoyed many things and I've enjoyed the people I've met through Engineering and enjoyed the good times in the dorms. But at the same time, I haven't been all to happy this quarter either.

I just want to be happy again.

I want to be wanted, not asked because of pitty.

I want you to want me.

I need something to do with my mind besides homework and test.

I want to stop thinking about the problems.

I want to enjoy life.

I just want to be happy and feel wanted.